Wednesday, July 4, 2012
balancing between fun and responsibilities
trying to balance life indulgences and responsibilities at the same time...instead of running in a marathon only- why not run along and smell the flowers at the same time huh? =)
Monday, June 25, 2012
weird weird lately
Yeah..is really weird weird case lately
Wondering what's wrong with myself too
Been irritated easier than before
eg 1:
bought breakfast for her as she sprained her back last week, wed i think, and she insisted i take the money every morning until saturday morning, when she actually handed me the money. i was zzzzz, and asked her, why so calculative?
erm, of coz i won't take the money la..i am as stubborn as a cow okay!
eg2:
washed toilet for her just only (yes I know is late at this hour, but at first i thought want to leave the bleach on as disinfectant until the next morning (previously i scrubbed hard at the walls and i think it's energy draining, especially for someone like me who always OT in school). finally decided to wait about 5 mins and rinse and scrub the walls off (after spraying with bleach), actually this is very easy. This was what i used to do at home, and glad that I have with the freedom of without my parents complaining of the bleach smell. I was worried that the stench would go into my landlady's room since you know lah, this is not back home where every compound is much bigger.
BTW, i did the more environmental-friendly way before by using vinegar, but the stench was really strong. I didn't dare to use it anymore already.
Anyway, just now, she came out at this hour to the toilet (coz she heard water running), and only to realise that i was using the toilet. and washed the toilet. she said, you only give me the rental, this is not your job. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I feel really iritated loh. Perhaps she is also with bad mood since her back pain will take time to heal.
I know she's in bad mood because I'm always not at home- either work late or loiter around :S
What can I do leh?
What is wrong with me lah?
sigh
Okayla, just lamenting here. My monday blues is still on and I'm supposed to hand something soon but i wasn't doing anything related to it at all.
=.="
#stressedbecauseofworkandthuslookingforhouseworktodo
Too comfy at home-aka-room already
Good nite! :P
Wondering what's wrong with myself too
Been irritated easier than before
eg 1:
bought breakfast for her as she sprained her back last week, wed i think, and she insisted i take the money every morning until saturday morning, when she actually handed me the money. i was zzzzz, and asked her, why so calculative?
erm, of coz i won't take the money la..i am as stubborn as a cow okay!
eg2:
washed toilet for her just only (yes I know is late at this hour, but at first i thought want to leave the bleach on as disinfectant until the next morning (previously i scrubbed hard at the walls and i think it's energy draining, especially for someone like me who always OT in school). finally decided to wait about 5 mins and rinse and scrub the walls off (after spraying with bleach), actually this is very easy. This was what i used to do at home, and glad that I have with the freedom of without my parents complaining of the bleach smell. I was worried that the stench would go into my landlady's room since you know lah, this is not back home where every compound is much bigger.
BTW, i did the more environmental-friendly way before by using vinegar, but the stench was really strong. I didn't dare to use it anymore already.
Anyway, just now, she came out at this hour to the toilet (coz she heard water running), and only to realise that i was using the toilet. and washed the toilet. she said, you only give me the rental, this is not your job. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I feel really iritated loh. Perhaps she is also with bad mood since her back pain will take time to heal.
I know she's in bad mood because I'm always not at home- either work late or loiter around :S
What can I do leh?
What is wrong with me lah?
sigh
Okayla, just lamenting here. My monday blues is still on and I'm supposed to hand something soon but i wasn't doing anything related to it at all.
=.="
#stressedbecauseofworkandthuslookingforhouseworktodo
Too comfy at home-aka-room already
Good nite! :P
Thursday, June 21, 2012
Never grow old?
Feel like I've never grown old enough, with pretty dramatic changes in mood now and then
And changing passions
Getting bored with used-to-want-to things
As I go on with this, i feel like doing something else
And so on
Been rushing almost entire this study journey
Is it really testing my patience or determination, I wonder?
Realised that my endurance is really low at times. Perhaps is due to lower motivations?
Or is it because of pessimism as I go on? Eh. The faster u want something to be done, the worse it became
Perhaps also, it's about how much I treasure flying time at times
So emo post today Hor?
In fact, it's not really emo actually, just reflecting. I realised that from day 1 itself, I've always complained of insufficient time and until now
Zzzzzz
It's like I'm always on roller- coaster, and this is totally different from my few months journey during my previous work trip many years ago, where everything was slow and relaxing and.. Whatever=='
Don't know how much more I've got to learn tk be better and more determined and matured
Have to think more wisely I guess
Ie, I'm not wasting my time here. I must not work to enjoy only. Arrghhh.. Seemed hard for someone playful like me actually
When all I thought was if I could do something else more meaningful, and things would be better
Perhaps is some weird crisis feelings going over me right now
Whatever it is, all the best lah~
One more, really really salute those that kept meeting bumps and still so so so determined!! I know who you are;) :*
Will keep learning!!!!
And changing passions
Getting bored with used-to-want-to things
As I go on with this, i feel like doing something else
And so on
Been rushing almost entire this study journey
Is it really testing my patience or determination, I wonder?
Realised that my endurance is really low at times. Perhaps is due to lower motivations?
Or is it because of pessimism as I go on? Eh. The faster u want something to be done, the worse it became
Perhaps also, it's about how much I treasure flying time at times
So emo post today Hor?
In fact, it's not really emo actually, just reflecting. I realised that from day 1 itself, I've always complained of insufficient time and until now
Zzzzzz
It's like I'm always on roller- coaster, and this is totally different from my few months journey during my previous work trip many years ago, where everything was slow and relaxing and.. Whatever=='
Don't know how much more I've got to learn tk be better and more determined and matured
Have to think more wisely I guess
Ie, I'm not wasting my time here. I must not work to enjoy only. Arrghhh.. Seemed hard for someone playful like me actually
When all I thought was if I could do something else more meaningful, and things would be better
Perhaps is some weird crisis feelings going over me right now
Whatever it is, all the best lah~
One more, really really salute those that kept meeting bumps and still so so so determined!! I know who you are;) :*
Will keep learning!!!!
Saturday, May 12, 2012
No longer finds it noble?
Either it's because of that or because I'm not that naive anymore in this field..
Alright I'm just babbling...
I should learn and appreciate these rare chances
Be thankful
Be bold...
Monday, February 20, 2012
KTM woodlands to KL
Finally tried the Singapore Woodlands KTM train to KL Sentral, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.
Usually, to go to Johor Bahru (Jb), I would take mrt to kranji mrt, and then board 160 or 170 bus from there. The bus queue to Jb is usually long at peak hours, so that means you can safely queue up even without asking anyone there. Do take note that bus 160 or 170 also picks up passengers from Jb to Kranji MRT, and thus the buses with these numbers that stop by the bus stop only have alighting passengers but not for those that are heading to woodlands CIQ- immigration.
As for my story, as I had boarded from kl back to woodlands before, I was overconfident that the way to the ktm station at woodlands (#my first time taking train from singapore to kl) would be somewhere near the immigration. Thus, I took the exact route and on reaching the entrance of CIQ woodlands, moments before heading for immigration checkpoint, l sensed that this way doesn't make any sense. And so, I went to the security counter with few friendly police officers and asked if it's right to head for the immigration. Luckily the friendly police officer told me that I am still early, and would be able to walk across the long bridge to the woodlands Sheng siong. He said: do you see the very bright lights far over there ( referring to the lights at the new woodlands ktm building)? Go down the lift, then walk straight to exit where you'll find lots of benches. That's where you'll be departing from. And he smiled. I was thankful with his friendliness and helpfulness but erm, in a rush, I forgot to look st his name:p
Anyway, it was really long, long way.., erm I mean, bout 10mins walk.
Lesson 1: remember to ask the bus driver when you're about to board from kranji if the bus stops at Sheng siong woodlands ( that's where to board the train to KL) I need to check out the bus numbers too...
Lesson 2: there are washrooms at departure hall while waiting to board train so no worries ( I was rushing for it before immigration checkpoint, worried that I couldn't see any during my long walks from the first wrong stop to the train departing hall..)
Lesson 3: read more of the following notes and you'd know;)
And then we checked out through Singapore and Malaysia's immigration there. After that, I only proceeded with the 1130pm train. However, the service is still delayed as usual- which I never understood. Someway on the bridge between Singapore and Malaysia, the train halted for at least 20mins already ( that explains all my writing here is done within the waiting time><
I just don't understand why there is never an improvement in this even after so long! Perhaps there's an underlying problem that halts this train for direct departure which we'll never know..
Anyway I'll try to get a nap now (12.09am) somewhere on the bridge between SIN and Msia. Sigh. Good nite..
P/s: moving now at 12.11am!!:)
Lesson 3:
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that although you have bought allocated seats and board from Singapore, the system works as u just take any seats from Singapore as you'd be changing train when you reach Jb. Actually this is good also as at Jb, the train is already occupied with those boarding from Jb..
Finally I can have my sleep at 1222am.. Good nite!!
Usually, to go to Johor Bahru (Jb), I would take mrt to kranji mrt, and then board 160 or 170 bus from there. The bus queue to Jb is usually long at peak hours, so that means you can safely queue up even without asking anyone there. Do take note that bus 160 or 170 also picks up passengers from Jb to Kranji MRT, and thus the buses with these numbers that stop by the bus stop only have alighting passengers but not for those that are heading to woodlands CIQ- immigration.
As for my story, as I had boarded from kl back to woodlands before, I was overconfident that the way to the ktm station at woodlands (#my first time taking train from singapore to kl) would be somewhere near the immigration. Thus, I took the exact route and on reaching the entrance of CIQ woodlands, moments before heading for immigration checkpoint, l sensed that this way doesn't make any sense. And so, I went to the security counter with few friendly police officers and asked if it's right to head for the immigration. Luckily the friendly police officer told me that I am still early, and would be able to walk across the long bridge to the woodlands Sheng siong. He said: do you see the very bright lights far over there ( referring to the lights at the new woodlands ktm building)? Go down the lift, then walk straight to exit where you'll find lots of benches. That's where you'll be departing from. And he smiled. I was thankful with his friendliness and helpfulness but erm, in a rush, I forgot to look st his name:p
Anyway, it was really long, long way.., erm I mean, bout 10mins walk.
Lesson 1: remember to ask the bus driver when you're about to board from kranji if the bus stops at Sheng siong woodlands ( that's where to board the train to KL) I need to check out the bus numbers too...
Lesson 2: there are washrooms at departure hall while waiting to board train so no worries ( I was rushing for it before immigration checkpoint, worried that I couldn't see any during my long walks from the first wrong stop to the train departing hall..)
Lesson 3: read more of the following notes and you'd know;)
And then we checked out through Singapore and Malaysia's immigration there. After that, I only proceeded with the 1130pm train. However, the service is still delayed as usual- which I never understood. Someway on the bridge between Singapore and Malaysia, the train halted for at least 20mins already ( that explains all my writing here is done within the waiting time><
I just don't understand why there is never an improvement in this even after so long! Perhaps there's an underlying problem that halts this train for direct departure which we'll never know..
Anyway I'll try to get a nap now (12.09am) somewhere on the bridge between SIN and Msia. Sigh. Good nite..
P/s: moving now at 12.11am!!:)
Lesson 3:
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that although you have bought allocated seats and board from Singapore, the system works as u just take any seats from Singapore as you'd be changing train when you reach Jb. Actually this is good also as at Jb, the train is already occupied with those boarding from Jb..
Finally I can have my sleep at 1222am.. Good nite!!
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