Monday, May 27, 2013

:) Another journey ending soon...

This current journey is about to come to an end le...some people say, life begins after this journey..I'm not sure if it's true.. but the baby steps of reaching this stage seemed so torturous initially...and prolonged unconsciously, though years and months seemed like hours and minutes...
Looking back now, I really wonder why did I choose this at the first place...and what had motivated me throughout this journey...

Perhaps, just as I've always hold on to this belief...everything happens for a right reason?

Anyway, just like dark chocolates, it's really bitter sweet when comes to the near end...
what more can I say?

hopefully smooth smooth la...~


The nostalgicness...is...indescribable...

This would be a post to be remembered in many, many years to come...

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

free education not relevant though

As for the free education part, in fact, I personally feel that we have been subsidised good enough for the school fees since we were in primary school

Free books, low education fees..only about rm 100 per year (with books, back in my time)
To the university fees
I would think that the fees paid by undergraduates are sufficient enough and good enough (RM21000 my time for the goverment University)

So that the universities and research system can generate income from that
The undergraduates, on the other hand, should pay for their degree, unless they are able to work harder for the exemption of fees
I think this system is good enough
You won't realise the ridiculous increment of university fees in other countries..

In Singapore, there's no such free education like this
Many, many top scholars that are pursuing their PhD, would still would have to pay monthly repayment, despite their good results and good work in the PhD research field (You can see how hardworking these people are and how smart they are)
Only in higher levels of education such as PhD are these people given scholarships
So that they would work hard for their degree..
Giving free education, to me, is another way of spoon-feeding

Moreover, I really cannot imagine that: subsidising university students and subsidising students that clapped hands for ridiculous, brainless remarks such as those seen in Bavani and Sharifah's case????

Sometimes, we need to work hard to get what we want, for such as a degree

Giving free education for all would not benefit the country at all.. to me, it's definitely a lost investment...

There's no point having undergraduates everyhwhere when their thinking ability is not developed...and what's more, they are still spoon-fed even up to university!

Please wake up!


Smoking prevalence..can't it be controlled?

I went back recently to meet my family...it was a really really short trip- 2 days...with not much stuffs done except of sleep deprivation, non-stop diarrhoea as well as intense thesis writing

What I was utterly disappointed was the smoking habit
We went out to eat most of the time as my parents were also so busy working (sih the really work so hard at this older age and I do hope can make a difference..though judging from the country's zzzz situation, I doubt economy will be better and life would be easier for them)
Thanks to increasing costs of everything...and everything means everythingEven as I was the one paying most of the stuffs, I realised I cannot tahan the increasing price in everything
:(
Why there aren't controls?!

And the smoking habit...ewww...I'm so so so disgusted with these people...their smoke is just particularly next to your nose!

Why can't the health government implement some rules on it? Especially those stalls and shops..it's just, regardless where you sit, there is at least 2 smokers by your side

We really couldn't stand it, regardless whether we sit inside or outside

Because:

1. The shop owners are afraid of losing their business- money is really hard to earn nowadays :'(
2. And so, the customers acted with a don't-care attitude

Why can't the government force food operators to divide smoking and non-smoking areas?
If the government could come up with some regulations to make sure every shop comply to this, then the non-smokers will not suffer
And the smokers can smoke all that one at their corner

And the risks of getting lung cancer decreases

And the hospitalisation bills will definitely reduce
And so, the government's funds on hospitalisation can be reduced

Can't something as simple as this be implemented?
Instead of worrying the smoking companies will complain in reduction in their smoke revenue, which subsequently affect the country's tax revenue?

Moreover, health subsidies are also very high..it's one of the costs that can be cut by the government if the people are healthy

The costs of the drugs are increasingly scary, life is all about money, and worse is, most drugs are imported stuffs. Even over here, I've heard of those super expensive drugs to cure cancers.. It scares me, really...

Since the leaders are brainless, and they're rich..hmm, will they be bpthered about this? In the end, those who can't afford to pay will die, simple as that

And again, the government loses people who pay income tax...

All these should come from at least, smarter and wiser leaders' brains
Not those confined to coconut-shells brains

As for the recent halal and non-halal elevators...
If you guys continuously shrink your minds into petite stuffs, you're actually inviting problems.. we change because everyone develops, and not going backwards to those stone age...

How can all of us stay in silence when things are flicking our anger?
And accumulating things are definitely bad for the people too

Mind you, we're all getting educated, not getting dumber
Go outside, see the world, compare and you guys will know it's not too late yet to save our beloved country..
Don't let it succumb to countries that are so much weakened

By the way, you guys always compare to those less developed countries, that's why you feel proud
If you could at least try to look at a higher peak, not only you guys will earn from it, but the people as well..

So so disappointed, but don't even know where can voice out these except through blogging..

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

B vz S

This will be just another day to be remembered...

I just can't understand how could those freshies laugh and clapped when all that she mentioned were so brainless?

Because of the mentality that Sharifah has, we'll never progress.. You guys just think everything is so perfect and that those that are not satisfied should leave. You don't compare because you know you're not even competitive enough. And because you don't compare to other countries, you'll just be like those happy frogs under the coconut shell.. you won't even know of the tsunami is coming and in a blink of eyes, everything is gone.
People that lead us should at least has a wise judgement. You don't have to compare the education level to indicate that you're smart or not. It's the IQ and EQ itself.

Those that applauded when those brainless facts were voiced up. Did they applaud because her voice was loud and seemed strong?
Or did they applaud, barely understanding anything?
One thing to be noted, I'm sure the English level is barely good for most of them.

Comparing to animals and sharks fins. Being thankful because we get to eat shark fins? Hello, do you notice how many of us who are against sharks fins soup nowadays?
And talking about animal rights? When human rights, that we, as human, are born to be able to speak out were asked to keep quiet when we want to raise our opinions?
No one said about the microphone being snatched off. To me, you've snatched off her microphone, even before she finishes her statement.
Perhaps, your scheme of giving smart phones may brainwash some, but definitely not all. What's the point of giving a smartphone? To boost up the economy? When the economy seemed getting worse?
With all the increasing costs?
I can barely understand. Why not use the money to improvise in research? In scholarships? In increasing educational system?
When university rankings are dropped, it's be hardert o climb up again. It's not the end if proper ways are implemented.
Sigh..

If there are more Bavani(s), we'll definitely progress much better,
Have you seen how much our university drop from year to year?
Worse is, the dropping level is horrendous. It's just so disappointing. To be truth, there are many of us who would want to return to our home beloved country when the time is right. I am one of them who wanted to. But my heart is shattered when more of these come up.
Do you know how many talents are recruited to other countries? Do you know how much of money that you all have spent for those free education since we were young?
Do you realise that the money that you've spent were mostly 0 investments?
Because those would leave any soon?
It's not that they want to leave, it's a force to leave.

Do you realise the money spent on health coverage for the people would be reduced, if you control the diets of the people better?

Do you realise how many obese people are around because there's a lack of control for health consciousness?
All these will lead to expenditures in the governement health sectors.

Do you realise that the more shrunken your mentality is, the worse everything will exponentially become? :(

It's really a true disappointment...

Also, itt feels so hopeless to see what these new generations are becoming into. She had mentioned this, if you're not happy, you should leave. This statement, doesn't really apply to educational level only. it could represent more than that. Do you think everyone's mind is like those youngsters who applauded?

Perhaps, if you train up more people like these, the country will surely succumb. Other countries make the best out of the best. You guys are the total opposite. making the worse out of the best. We have eberything in the country- from sceneries, to resources, to talents. And yet, the standards are dropping ridiculously each year. It feels really sad. Why other countries could welcome us so warmly while you guys,... prefer to kick out...

The main reason is the sense of comfort. You guys are not willing to change because you're happy and contented. You guys are lazy to think.
Or another reason is, you guys are just trying to make us think 2+2= 5
So that you guys will not have to have much troubles. So you guys can live easily while the others stay in silence.

If leaders are themselves lack of good thinking skills, how can they lead people for better?

Babbling too much

Recently I have this habit of babbling too much- erm, through emails...mainly because:

1. I was too occupied with writing and writing- that until my brain seemed to dysfunction
2. I was anti-social- all outings reduced to -1
3. I was sitting at my desk place most of the time- health also probably deteriorated; lack of sports!!
4. I wasn't having sufficent sleeping hours.. 5-6 hours? - resulting in strenuous brain after waking up

Oh boy, I deserve a looooooooooooong gooooood holiday!

Anyway, my points wasn't the above:
well, I bombed my colleague's email yesterday coz I wasn't focused on the email that he had sent me just for my information...
I first replied with a wrong date
Then i corrected the date
Then I sent another email saying please disregard my earlier two emails to further explain and minus his time reading my email...(it was about 6pm, all done within 15mins?)
Then today morning, i realised that i read the contents of the email wrongly...OOooopPPsss
Means I had deciphered the wrong information
And so, whatever that I wrote yesterday were in fact- useless
Hmmmmmm --> :S (this was my expression when I was showering, because the thought just came up when I was having my morning shower)
zzzzzzzzzzzz

And so, I decided to send him the 4th email apologizing: sorry for bombing your mailbox
aiyohhh how paiseh I felt
how blur was I ah? =="

anyway, felt kinda touched when he said these:


No problem.
I don’t really understand what you are writing anyway.
Good to get things out of your system when you are stressed. Bomb my mailbox anytime.

LOL
haihhhh...paisehnyaaaaa
==
but really, really thankful for sweeeet people like these too ^^

and suddenly I'm thankful not for being a doctor
imagine how careless would I be?
:S

anyway, thanks everything to brain dysfunction! So lousy, at such a young age and being such a blur person :(
And before all these, I only got complimented for being meticulous
wrong judgement hor...

Sigh...Recently, the sleep deprivation effect had me feeling lack of sufficient sleep, that even my junior, when she saw me (for us to have lunch), she asked me- did you just wake up from sleep?

zzzzzzzz
If I have such a nice life to wake up from sleep during lunch hour... that would be a rainbow lor! Plus, impossible for right now when the writing work is so intense...
okayla so long~