Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Mice race

Feel like a mice racing in a wheel, and running along an entangled running track
Having lots of work bottleneck..it's like, everything seemed problematic and 'bluish'
Anyway, it has come to a point where I have that I-am-lost look and feel

But not giving up lah of course..I'll just have to figure out the right way..

Gambatte!!

P/s: craving for onion bun at this hour???? Though I've stopped having buns/ bread for sometime due to zzzzzzzzz feel...

So long~

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Finding the right answers

Seemed like I really lose track in updating my blog...
Been thinking hard on the way back just now
There are always unanswered questions that I wish I know the answers
But it'll always remain unknown... unless with time that passes by
Maybe it's a feeling of insecure, or perhaps overthinking
And also mere luck
But the feeling of fear is also there, 'dangling' on
And I was innocent enough to think that things will be fine with time as long as I work harder..
Unfortunately, no, that is not the answer at all

Woops~ sorry for blabing here..
Just that I realise as much as time passes by, there are so so many uncertainties
So many things that.. sometimes when I ponder, it seemed that I have yet to go through it yet
But I'm also afraid that it will sink deeper..
Am I in the right track?

It will never be known..
Whatever~
And I guess the best way is, think deeply and concentrating hard in this
Finding back the real motivation..~

So long~