Tuesday, October 23, 2012

What an overly-emotional day

Yeah, it is..I can't believe myself too...has the world gone outside down? My early morning good mood was shattered in minutes by another person's sharp words and lack of confidence in the things that I was showing..
How I wish he could be more understanding...
I doubt if he could produce such things too =="
Both of us are in a rush for things...At least now he felt the rush too..
In fact i need to learn to manage my stress again..somehow lately, I admit that I'm a failure in this...
Really lousy
And I'm way afraid that I would get HBP in long run... though it is always an easy, happy-day life for me

Anyway, my whole day's mood until now =="

And I got myself nice desserts as a treat..

Anyway, finally I won the battle.. or so I felt..though it didn't feel good..at all

So long~

Monday, October 22, 2012

Fear of aging?!

It's not really the fear of t-h-a-t aging as you've thought..
Okay, let me describe here
I was rushing from school to the service centre to get an exchange for my iphone
Then i went back to home's nearby food centre to grab my simple beehoon and some veggies and egg and etc side dishes
But while i was crossing th road, I happened to notice someone strangely familiar holding a bag of groceries. The petite, fragile, aunt joyce was there, going to cross the road
What a surprise
In fact, i was really, really rushing... but I can't just leave her there, right?
Then i held her hand and took the grocery bag from her and held with the other hand
A bit heavy ...@@ Boy, she's tough!
Anyway the first word she said after smiling at me was eh? I was going to take a cab because I feel I can't make it
Actually to walk back to our house, it would roughly take 10mins only
Then she said she still have the neck pain from that day's sprain
So I decided to ask her to go see the doctor (as I had called my mom earlier and she said Aunt Joyce needs muscle relaxant)
Then came back home, I quickly cleared my laundry...And I need to wash another load actually :(
Procastinatiomn and too hefty work recently
ANyway, this is not my point yet...:S I'm babbling so much again~
Flashbacks...
The moment i saw her crossing the road, I suddenly realise she's very elderly
Scares me
Really...
I don't want to be like that...

It's just too...............scaryy~