Important month

I asked to eat noodle-like food for celebration this month..
Feel more closer to home I guess...
Been eating that home-cooked one by mom for years..
I'm not revealing more:p

Back to non-food story..
I can't sleep at this hour though the weather is very, very nice..

Feels like winter in Sg.. Okay, not exaggerating but.. It's really nice:)
Aunt Joyce and I were chatting briefly before I decided to read in room..
I told her to use warm shower.. Being an elderly who plans to wash hair at 10pm =.=
She said nope despite the cold weather..
And so, I complained "the weather's so weird lately!"
She: it's monsoon my dear
Me: no leh, last year rained in oct only.. This year so early
She: now's almost oct wat
Me: @@ no leh, now is still early sept...rained since last week, remember?

Cutely, being such an elderly person (have I mentioned that she's 76 this year?)
She replied: yeah, thanks to all the tall tall buildings, mrts, buses lahhh....
I can't really convey how she said that.. I just laughed and explained indirectly.. Yeah de, vety much less trees ah.....

And then I bade good night to her lah

Anyway..September is a pretty important month for me..
As it marks the 3rd quarter of the year
It's time to start planning..
I'm undecided on my future plans.. Seemed so cloudy, so far and yet so fast it's coming ...

Sigh..
Time flies eh?

And I had a 'chasing the cat's tail discussion with my Prof again'
The ending of the story seemed is always in circles..
So irritating.. Perhaps we both are just a bit zzzz of how to end it in a better way?
And that I have to run more samples too?! =.=
Sigh
Actually it should be mentioned that.. It's because of my reluctance in doing those...
Aright forget it please..

And we got free chocolates yesterday! Really yummy one:) Thanks!:) it did help to cheer up my mood so much though I dislike raisins..

So long~

Thought-provoking late evening

"Respect"
Learning to do this more because I highly demand this from others
I'm cancelling my sent friend request because I felt that I probably isn't just up to the game
Tired of these too..
If you have no sincerity, I wouldn't demand from you lah=P
Plus it's good too... the pros is more than cons..because I was also thinking for sometime if I should hit that button initially..

We went to the River Valley's boat ride..Seemed that her question reminded me many of the past..

I wonder if she will ever understand how i feel by asking these sorta sensitive questions.. *sigh
Maybe it wasn't as sensitive for her than for me
Or I was portraying a strong personality that....?
Or just to break the ice- that's why?


And the drenched and very late back home journey back was a thought-provoking one too... like..choices are made so just have to grit my teeth and go ahead..
The rain was somehow drenching my soul..

I should be thankful
Well, I am really thankful for the past
For what that has been pampered and done
That I do wonder if my choice was very wrong..
Nevertheless, once made, I just can't turn back anymore because I would have thought of these earlier before deciding..
The what ifs.. it's always there somehow

Btw, yesterday too, provoked me on...the values of friendship
And how beyond we can go before we put a STOP sign
Somehow I'm learning to have the CBB mood turned on in almost every single thing that I'm doing
Surprised but..

just CBB anymore..sigh

P/S: I always wonder off to blogs when I write important things... zzzz.... sigh >.< lousy me!

oh another one: Notre dame de musical here I come! :)