Finding the right answers

Seemed like I really lose track in updating my blog...
Been thinking hard on the way back just now
There are always unanswered questions that I wish I know the answers
But it'll always remain unknown... unless with time that passes by
Maybe it's a feeling of insecure, or perhaps overthinking
And also mere luck
But the feeling of fear is also there, 'dangling' on
And I was innocent enough to think that things will be fine with time as long as I work harder..
Unfortunately, no, that is not the answer at all

Woops~ sorry for blabing here..
Just that I realise as much as time passes by, there are so so many uncertainties
So many things that.. sometimes when I ponder, it seemed that I have yet to go through it yet
But I'm also afraid that it will sink deeper..
Am I in the right track?

It will never be known..
Whatever~
And I guess the best way is, think deeply and concentrating hard in this
Finding back the real motivation..~

So long~

More stringent exams

Today was the third time for me to witness Oral Defence for my another lab member
Somehow one of my thoughts were: if I could throw the tissue paper that I was holding to that whoever that asked so many irrelevant questions, I would!!!

The moment she finished her presentation, we were surprised with another new arranged event- an open Q and A session by one of the external invited examiners, who had prepared about 10 slides with very very unexpected questions and answers he had already known much more before he asked her.
We could feel the tense air around us.. According to him, it's his first time too..
Then they proceeded with another close Q and A session

Sigh

W-h-a-t-e-v-e-r-l-o-o-k

Anyway, as exepected, she passed!!! Already expected one..just that the process is really, urm, not good..
So long la~

Accomplishments?

It's going to be end of june already, mind myself
Can't believe that I've been reluctantly living in the state in which I hope that time would fly off much slower
somehow this year, my anticipation to holidays seemed to be lacking.
Is it due to insufficient leaves? lol
In fact, it is mainly due to hectic work also
I wonder if, if I have more time :P what would I be doing..
tough question eh?
which literally brings back to question/ square 1: how good am I in managing my time?

so, people: how good are you in managing your time? Are you enjoying your life at the moment? Or wishing it's not wasted day to day? If you're wishing the latter, it's definitely the time to start making your life more meaningful! Learn something, go through something new or at least memorable so that you won't be regretting it later.
I'm trying it too, and maintaining it :)
If you're pondering, like..what?? It could be a new hobby, interest, sports, making new friends, traveling or at least, read something!

Gambateh ah!!

So long~

Questions you should ask yourselves weekly

Read some interesting posts that I couldn't help but to summarise here a bit..
Thought-provoking things on life-enhancement thingy..
And some of my own's perceptions too. Well, what should we ask ourselves at the end of each week?

1. What was something new that you've done this week?
2. What was something memorable that happened this week?
3. Did you keep your previous plans/ resolutions?
4. What did you missed and why?

Something to ponder eh?
=)

May already!

It's May already..and still, life is as busy as before..let's see if it really lasts till September
Somehow the time flies so quickly that it frightens me so much
Is it because of too much fun, work or unmanageable time?

i-need-time-management-looks

Ish

I wanted to blog on my previous trips but looks like it'll be delayed until (roll-eyes looks)- probably won't be posting them here at such a short time..
Anyway, life's really short so please balance it out properly!!
As for resolutions, time to work out more..going to be June and it's like no/slowww progress..

#Need more efficiency in life!!
Yewww...

So long~~