Yeah, it is..I can't believe myself too...has the world gone outside down? My early morning good mood was shattered in minutes by another person's sharp words and lack of confidence in the things that I was showing..
How I wish he could be more understanding...
I doubt if he could produce such things too =="
Both of us are in a rush for things...At least now he felt the rush too..
In fact i need to learn to manage my stress again..somehow lately, I admit that I'm a failure in this...
Really lousy
And I'm way afraid that I would get HBP in long run... though it is always an easy, happy-day life for me
Anyway, my whole day's mood until now =="
And I got myself nice desserts as a treat..
Anyway, finally I won the battle.. or so I felt..though it didn't feel good..at all
So long~
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
Monday, October 22, 2012
Fear of aging?!
It's not really the fear of t-h-a-t aging as you've thought..
Okay, let me describe here
I was rushing from school to the service centre to get an exchange for my iphone
Then i went back to home's nearby food centre to grab my simple beehoon and some veggies and egg and etc side dishes
But while i was crossing th road, I happened to notice someone strangely familiar holding a bag of groceries. The petite, fragile, aunt joyce was there, going to cross the road
What a surprise
In fact, i was really, really rushing... but I can't just leave her there, right?
Then i held her hand and took the grocery bag from her and held with the other hand
A bit heavy ...@@ Boy, she's tough!
Anyway the first word she said after smiling at me was eh? I was going to take a cab because I feel I can't make it
Actually to walk back to our house, it would roughly take 10mins only
Then she said she still have the neck pain from that day's sprain
So I decided to ask her to go see the doctor (as I had called my mom earlier and she said Aunt Joyce needs muscle relaxant)
Then came back home, I quickly cleared my laundry...And I need to wash another load actually :(
Procastinatiomn and too hefty work recently
ANyway, this is not my point yet...:S I'm babbling so much again~
Flashbacks...
The moment i saw her crossing the road, I suddenly realise she's very elderly
Scares me
Really...
I don't want to be like that...
It's just too...............scaryy~
Okay, let me describe here
I was rushing from school to the service centre to get an exchange for my iphone
Then i went back to home's nearby food centre to grab my simple beehoon and some veggies and egg and etc side dishes
But while i was crossing th road, I happened to notice someone strangely familiar holding a bag of groceries. The petite, fragile, aunt joyce was there, going to cross the road
What a surprise
In fact, i was really, really rushing... but I can't just leave her there, right?
Then i held her hand and took the grocery bag from her and held with the other hand
A bit heavy ...@@ Boy, she's tough!
Anyway the first word she said after smiling at me was eh? I was going to take a cab because I feel I can't make it
Actually to walk back to our house, it would roughly take 10mins only
Then she said she still have the neck pain from that day's sprain
So I decided to ask her to go see the doctor (as I had called my mom earlier and she said Aunt Joyce needs muscle relaxant)
Then came back home, I quickly cleared my laundry...And I need to wash another load actually :(
Procastinatiomn and too hefty work recently
ANyway, this is not my point yet...:S I'm babbling so much again~
Flashbacks...
The moment i saw her crossing the road, I suddenly realise she's very elderly
Scares me
Really...
I don't want to be like that...
It's just too...............scaryy~
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