Do I need to go back to square 1?

Having some serious thinking despite the heavy workload.. Coz tomorrow is a holiday
Kinda down thinking if I'm proceeding the right way
Am I choosing the right pathway? Route to... Anything?
Losing my patience too- I really wonder why
Perhaps, I'm not as relevant as I thought I am?
Feels like in a maze..or a few mazes of life
So long~

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