yes yes..morning 'sickness'
But it's not that sickness on pregnancy and dizziness and nausea...
It's caused by work and workplace.
This is the 'sickness' that I got from being blamed when the person who is guilty is pushing it on me.
Of course I defended myself. And I'm happy that I shooted her back.
But I still failed to control myself from being angered by her at that particular moment. Low EQ I supposed. sigh.
So irresponsible, slow and egoistic. If she's not happy working here, she could have just left to somewhere heavenly where she waits for money at the end of the month deposited into her accounts while she shakes her leg and open her mouth for people to feed. In addition, this 'auntie/ mak cik' really tarnished her whole office's community image.
In which, her office community has been the place we try to avoid and never get near because of the status.
*shake shake head*
sigh.
You'll never improve. That's a hard fact.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Irritated
Got real irritated at times. real @#$% irritated, especially when you're in a good mood and some !@#$% spoil the whole good mood.
Wonder what are friends for?
To envy? To irritate? Or to let you down? especially at times you want to share a story with someone aka friend.
Am thankful for people who appreciate friends, at least they do.
Am grateful for people that have good intentions.
Am happy to have friends that share the same pain and joy.
But real disgusted by people who just know how to take advantages.
And irritated by people who are just so selfish, calculative and so fake. That is so UNREAL!
Anyway, a BIG thank you to ALL for creating ups and downs in my life!
Wonder what are friends for?
To envy? To irritate? Or to let you down? especially at times you want to share a story with someone aka friend.
Am thankful for people who appreciate friends, at least they do.
Am grateful for people that have good intentions.
Am happy to have friends that share the same pain and joy.
But real disgusted by people who just know how to take advantages.
And irritated by people who are just so selfish, calculative and so fake. That is so UNREAL!
Anyway, a BIG thank you to ALL for creating ups and downs in my life!
Tagged. 'thanks!'
RULE: Do it. And duplicate it to 6 other people. That also means tag 'em! Haha.
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I will never forgive him..i think
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I want to migrate to NZ or Aussie!! Or at least have a short stay there!
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
My doggie’s..pat la of coz, especially when he behaves badly
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Help those that are close to me to settle their debts. Then, do charities, help animal shelter homes, help to reduce uncontrolled populations by sponsoring those operations needed. Of course, I’ll invest some $$, so that my $$ can last longer and longer.. Not forgetting also, I’ll go on vacation with my family and my beloved, experience nice, unique food. I miss going for cruises so..yes- cruises .. aiyo, I’m already daydreaming. That’s it..
5. Pretty but fat/Ugly but slim, which one would you prefer?
I'll go for good-hearted, loyal and honest one..physical looks do not affect me, I hope.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Definitely being loved. But if can, I want both!!
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Depends.. I guess. Whether it’s worth waiting or not for that guy..
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Pray that he’d be happy with his one.. can’t do much (though heart will ache/bleed/ whatsoever occasionally)
9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
Actors are more likely though.. so can sharpen my skills
10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
Yes I guess.. but will he come? However, if he’s the one who got hurt, I think I should not. Why want to emotionally torture people?
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Someone that has changed for the better..someone very successful in every way of life (ahem…)
12. What's your fear?
Sadness and sufferings..
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
What do you want me to say?
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Yes yes, single and rich=)
15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Switch off the alarm..or look at the time
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
No no..I’m afraid that I will, somehow..haih
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Quite impossible.. but if I could, I’d choose the one that appreciates and loves me more
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Yes.. I will usually forgive and forget.. unless the bleed does not heal..
19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Presently, maybe should be in a relationship
20.List 6 people to tag
I’m too kind to do this..hehe! So, if anyone is interested, please tag yourself. Thanks =)
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I will never forgive him..i think
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I want to migrate to NZ or Aussie!! Or at least have a short stay there!
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
My doggie’s..pat la of coz, especially when he behaves badly
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Help those that are close to me to settle their debts. Then, do charities, help animal shelter homes, help to reduce uncontrolled populations by sponsoring those operations needed. Of course, I’ll invest some $$, so that my $$ can last longer and longer.. Not forgetting also, I’ll go on vacation with my family and my beloved, experience nice, unique food. I miss going for cruises so..yes- cruises .. aiyo, I’m already daydreaming. That’s it..
5. Pretty but fat/Ugly but slim, which one would you prefer?
I'll go for good-hearted, loyal and honest one..physical looks do not affect me, I hope.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Definitely being loved. But if can, I want both!!
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Depends.. I guess. Whether it’s worth waiting or not for that guy..
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Pray that he’d be happy with his one.. can’t do much (though heart will ache/bleed/ whatsoever occasionally)
9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
Actors are more likely though.. so can sharpen my skills
10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
Yes I guess.. but will he come? However, if he’s the one who got hurt, I think I should not. Why want to emotionally torture people?
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Someone that has changed for the better..someone very successful in every way of life (ahem…)
12. What's your fear?
Sadness and sufferings..
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
What do you want me to say?
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Yes yes, single and rich=)
15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Switch off the alarm..or look at the time
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
No no..I’m afraid that I will, somehow..haih
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Quite impossible.. but if I could, I’d choose the one that appreciates and loves me more
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Yes.. I will usually forgive and forget.. unless the bleed does not heal..
19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Presently, maybe should be in a relationship
20.List 6 people to tag
I’m too kind to do this..hehe! So, if anyone is interested, please tag yourself. Thanks =)
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Curiosity
Curiosity is killing the cat.
Curiosity is killing me-owwww!
I'm still in the midst of waiting,...and waiting
And I'm really curious.
And I feel that I can't wait anymore.
But I'm telling myself to be patient.. though it's already Thursday!
Are they lying?
Or they've forgotten?
Or my data are still not complete yet?
* no clues at all*
curious, impatiently waiting...
What should I do?
Curiosity is killing me-owwww!
I'm still in the midst of waiting,...and waiting
And I'm really curious.
And I feel that I can't wait anymore.
But I'm telling myself to be patient.. though it's already Thursday!
Are they lying?
Or they've forgotten?
Or my data are still not complete yet?
* no clues at all*
curious, impatiently waiting...
What should I do?
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Pictures- Singapore trip
As I've promised earlier- ta daaaaa...!!
Upclose of the magnificent Merlion
The Southernmost point of Asia Pacific. I was here!!
Skywalk at Sentosa- you can see nice views from the top.
Luge- it's included in the Skywalk fees $10
To brake, the handles must be pulled towards yourself.
Pretty exciting=D
To brake, the handles must be pulled towards yourself.
Pretty exciting=D
Upclose of the magnificent Merlion
The Southernmost point of Asia Pacific. I was here!!
In the 'dark room' of Singapore's Bird Park
Various beautiful species of owls can be observed here. No photos are allowed to be taken in this area to prevent the blindness of the owls.
Children's bird show- The macaw knows which bin to throw the correct item! He was heading to the bin for plastic. If birds also know how to recycle...*embarassing, when I think of mankind that failed to do so!* So people, please recycle!!
This white macaw is called Picasso- he can draw modern arts very well.
The pictures are then sold at $10 each, along in a goodies bag containing postcard and a notebook, if I'm not mistaken.
Saw this uniques cassowary- a dinosaur's descendant!
The penguins in the Bird Park. So cute!!
Sigh..my night mode was bad because I was trying to save my battery, which also failed in the end=`(
Anyway, this dark picture showed a fishing cat that actually catches fish in the slow, moving stream. One of the nice views obtained at Night Safari.
Various beautiful species of owls can be observed here. No photos are allowed to be taken in this area to prevent the blindness of the owls.
Children's bird show- The macaw knows which bin to throw the correct item! He was heading to the bin for plastic. If birds also know how to recycle...*embarassing, when I think of mankind that failed to do so!* So people, please recycle!!
This white macaw is called Picasso- he can draw modern arts very well.
The pictures are then sold at $10 each, along in a goodies bag containing postcard and a notebook, if I'm not mistaken.
Saw this uniques cassowary- a dinosaur's descendant!
The penguins in the Bird Park. So cute!!
Sigh..my night mode was bad because I was trying to save my battery, which also failed in the end=`(
Anyway, this dark picture showed a fishing cat that actually catches fish in the slow, moving stream. One of the nice views obtained at Night Safari.
That's all..
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Next Penang trip
My next Penang trip is tentatively scheduled on 28th October for the whole particular week. It's to the mainland's hospitals.
Wonder if the hotels would be okay.
Will have to arrange for transportation and letters soon.
Hope it'd be enjoying, because I will be going with my boss only. Yes, only her. The other colleague would busy celebrating her Deepavali celebrations in KL.
The data and results collection would be petty, though. Especially if I can't chat with my another colleague. Haih..
Contradictorily, I am kind of excited with this trip also. It could probably be one of my very last few trips to Penang for this year, and maybe next year's.
Wonder if the hotels would be okay.
Will have to arrange for transportation and letters soon.
Hope it'd be enjoying, because I will be going with my boss only. Yes, only her. The other colleague would busy celebrating her Deepavali celebrations in KL.
The data and results collection would be petty, though. Especially if I can't chat with my another colleague. Haih..
Contradictorily, I am kind of excited with this trip also. It could probably be one of my very last few trips to Penang for this year, and maybe next year's.
Monday, October 13, 2008
Changes
Changes..
How do we know if we've changed for the better?
The first step is always the hardest step. Can't it be any simpler?
I am still in the process of setting down my first footprint.
How long will it take?
Sigh...
How do we know if we've changed for the better?
The first step is always the hardest step. Can't it be any simpler?
I am still in the process of setting down my first footprint.
How long will it take?
Sigh...
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Singapore trip
Singapore 5th-7th October trip.
It was really a wonderful trip. Again, a new experience for me, despite the last minute preparations for passport, hotel bookings and transportation tickets. Despite the rush, the sadness and the last minute emails that I've received. Thank you very much. Dr. Shen!! If not for you, I would still be here and wondering what the world is that interview for.
The interview was a quick one, lasted me about 10 minutes at most. I remember going in at 9.00 am. But I realised how warm they were. I'm glad about that. After that, I had to rush for application fees payment with the campus's bus, and went to say hallo to my project supervisor. Then I continued with my online application while the huge, clear windows were already presenting clouds that were turning gray. I was like.."please don;t rain until I reach the hotel Puhleesss..." but sigh, it rained in the end. I left my umbrella in my luggage. Yes, I know it will not rain in the hotel, but I took it as a spare item. I've never expected that my last day trip in S'pore would be raining- with all the hot tropical weather. # Lesson 1: Never expect the unexpected will not happen. # Lesson 2: Don't be over confident!
Luckily, I managed to grab some A4-sized brochures from the interview venue and used it as a shade. *Shhhh!!*
After everything had settled in the campus, I walked back to the hotel to meet my aunt. The worst part was that I could not contact her with my cellphone. Whenever I dial her number, the answer would be 'ninety-five". Seven calls- and ALL with the same, short reply. And that was it. I do not know why. Had a hard feeling that probably my credit had finished in 3 days' time. I tried messaging her. Luckily, it worked!!
On the other hand, the weather changed pretty fast somehow. One moment, it was drizzling and after a few bus stops in the campus bus, it started to pour heavily. Somehow, I nearly got lost while looking for the SBS bus terminal. However, I did manage to ask a few friendly and helpful NUS students to confirm the exact stop that I should take and how to get there. Thank you!!
In fact, I'm thankful because it did not rain the day and the day before. Otherwise, I would be seriously disappointed.
Thanks to my cousins who drove to Clementi to meet us up, we had a safe and happy journey to Johor Bahru. It was hassle-free and convenient because the Customs checks were fast. Everything was done in the car=)
The moment my phone line showed Maxis line, I checked my prepaid balance. RM 0.09 left. No wonder I could not call at all. And this gave me another lesson; # Lesson 4: Top up at least RM 60 before going to a foreign country, and especially if you are using a prepaid line.
JB had many nice restaurants, but I could not take anymore pictures because my phone's memory had already exploded with pictures in S'pore. One particular nice bakery where we had hi-tea was Lavender bakery; they sell charcoal-made bread which is really black in colour (yes!!) and tasted quite nice somehow. The charcoal added would help in detoxification- according to the article posted there. Unique isn't it?
I've been trying to upload pictures but I think I have to resize those again. I'll post more pictures of my trip later=)
The interview was a quick one, lasted me about 10 minutes at most. I remember going in at 9.00 am. But I realised how warm they were. I'm glad about that. After that, I had to rush for application fees payment with the campus's bus, and went to say hallo to my project supervisor. Then I continued with my online application while the huge, clear windows were already presenting clouds that were turning gray. I was like.."please don;t rain until I reach the hotel Puhleesss..." but sigh, it rained in the end. I left my umbrella in my luggage. Yes, I know it will not rain in the hotel, but I took it as a spare item. I've never expected that my last day trip in S'pore would be raining- with all the hot tropical weather. # Lesson 1: Never expect the unexpected will not happen. # Lesson 2: Don't be over confident!
Luckily, I managed to grab some A4-sized brochures from the interview venue and used it as a shade. *Shhhh!!*
After everything had settled in the campus, I walked back to the hotel to meet my aunt. The worst part was that I could not contact her with my cellphone. Whenever I dial her number, the answer would be 'ninety-five". Seven calls- and ALL with the same, short reply. And that was it. I do not know why. Had a hard feeling that probably my credit had finished in 3 days' time. I tried messaging her. Luckily, it worked!!
On the other hand, the weather changed pretty fast somehow. One moment, it was drizzling and after a few bus stops in the campus bus, it started to pour heavily. Somehow, I nearly got lost while looking for the SBS bus terminal. However, I did manage to ask a few friendly and helpful NUS students to confirm the exact stop that I should take and how to get there. Thank you!!
In fact, I'm thankful because it did not rain the day and the day before. Otherwise, I would be seriously disappointed.
Thanks to my cousins who drove to Clementi to meet us up, we had a safe and happy journey to Johor Bahru. It was hassle-free and convenient because the Customs checks were fast. Everything was done in the car=)
The moment my phone line showed Maxis line, I checked my prepaid balance. RM 0.09 left. No wonder I could not call at all. And this gave me another lesson; # Lesson 4: Top up at least RM 60 before going to a foreign country, and especially if you are using a prepaid line.
JB had many nice restaurants, but I could not take anymore pictures because my phone's memory had already exploded with pictures in S'pore. One particular nice bakery where we had hi-tea was Lavender bakery; they sell charcoal-made bread which is really black in colour (yes!!) and tasted quite nice somehow. The charcoal added would help in detoxification- according to the article posted there. Unique isn't it?
I've been trying to upload pictures but I think I have to resize those again. I'll post more pictures of my trip later=)
Friday, October 3, 2008
Depressing day
2 words- depressing day
excitement------worry-------relieved-------satisfied-------angry------sad
like a shattered glass .
excitement------worry-------relieved-------satisfied-------angry------sad
like a shattered glass .
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