Important month

I asked to eat noodle-like food for celebration this month..
Feel more closer to home I guess...
Been eating that home-cooked one by mom for years..
I'm not revealing more:p

Back to non-food story..
I can't sleep at this hour though the weather is very, very nice..

Feels like winter in Sg.. Okay, not exaggerating but.. It's really nice:)
Aunt Joyce and I were chatting briefly before I decided to read in room..
I told her to use warm shower.. Being an elderly who plans to wash hair at 10pm =.=
She said nope despite the cold weather..
And so, I complained "the weather's so weird lately!"
She: it's monsoon my dear
Me: no leh, last year rained in oct only.. This year so early
She: now's almost oct wat
Me: @@ no leh, now is still early sept...rained since last week, remember?

Cutely, being such an elderly person (have I mentioned that she's 76 this year?)
She replied: yeah, thanks to all the tall tall buildings, mrts, buses lahhh....
I can't really convey how she said that.. I just laughed and explained indirectly.. Yeah de, vety much less trees ah.....

And then I bade good night to her lah

Anyway..September is a pretty important month for me..
As it marks the 3rd quarter of the year
It's time to start planning..
I'm undecided on my future plans.. Seemed so cloudy, so far and yet so fast it's coming ...

Sigh..
Time flies eh?

And I had a 'chasing the cat's tail discussion with my Prof again'
The ending of the story seemed is always in circles..
So irritating.. Perhaps we both are just a bit zzzz of how to end it in a better way?
And that I have to run more samples too?! =.=
Sigh
Actually it should be mentioned that.. It's because of my reluctance in doing those...
Aright forget it please..

And we got free chocolates yesterday! Really yummy one:) Thanks!:) it did help to cheer up my mood so much though I dislike raisins..

So long~

Thought-provoking late evening

"Respect"
Learning to do this more because I highly demand this from others
I'm cancelling my sent friend request because I felt that I probably isn't just up to the game
Tired of these too..
If you have no sincerity, I wouldn't demand from you lah=P
Plus it's good too... the pros is more than cons..because I was also thinking for sometime if I should hit that button initially..

We went to the River Valley's boat ride..Seemed that her question reminded me many of the past..

I wonder if she will ever understand how i feel by asking these sorta sensitive questions.. *sigh
Maybe it wasn't as sensitive for her than for me
Or I was portraying a strong personality that....?
Or just to break the ice- that's why?


And the drenched and very late back home journey back was a thought-provoking one too... like..choices are made so just have to grit my teeth and go ahead..
The rain was somehow drenching my soul..

I should be thankful
Well, I am really thankful for the past
For what that has been pampered and done
That I do wonder if my choice was very wrong..
Nevertheless, once made, I just can't turn back anymore because I would have thought of these earlier before deciding..
The what ifs.. it's always there somehow

Btw, yesterday too, provoked me on...the values of friendship
And how beyond we can go before we put a STOP sign
Somehow I'm learning to have the CBB mood turned on in almost every single thing that I'm doing
Surprised but..

just CBB anymore..sigh

P/S: I always wonder off to blogs when I write important things... zzzz.... sigh >.< lousy me!

oh another one: Notre dame de musical here I come! :)

Kids and wisdoms

Fluorescent-shirt boy asking the younger boy (wearing red shirt) in Chinese, which parent do you prefer?
Younger boy said: my dad. Mom is not good.
Older boy was surprised and said, in Chinese proverb, mom is always the most important. Both your parents worked hard. Your mom bought you all the toys, you know... How could you said your mom like that?
Younger boy: .... Dunno what happened after that (I didn continue 'eavesdropping' but..)
Younger boy started slapping his face himself and both the elder boy (fluorescent t-shirt) and his another sibling said: enough already, don't slap anymore ya..

 

:) 

I was enjoying the live band at the Esplanade area, while overlooking the Singapore river.. Nice weather for some soul-searching activity.. 

Suddenly, a cute little girl came towards me while I was mesmerised by the river.. in deep thoughts..

Her black huge eyes widened at the sight of me munching my pepero sticks..

And so, instincts told me to share my chocolate sticks with her..

After some moments, her family decided to leave the seats there and placed her on her stroller..

She reluctantly left with her eyes glued to me..and my chocolate sticks I supposed..

Didn't even bothered to wave goodbye at all..

Only her lingering eyes..

How cute.. =)

P/S: chocolate-flavoured food are indeed one's best friend when one is in deep thoughts..

So long~

Back already lahhhh...

I'm back from the short holiday!!
Seems that holidays is never long, and days and nights flew off just like that..
The dreadfullness (despite soooo many donkey years and trips from home to here) never go away...
When will I be more mature ah?
Anyway, CBB..
:S

Mersing has lotsa nice places leh!
And *proudly grinning yet guilty contradictory; I think I've gained weight =.="

My beloved doggies... ~

Volunteering at Chin Chee Kok temple..while my bro (and my parents) are still active in this.. me not anymore though :(

Updates of Mersing trip: A piece of rock with lotsa oysters shell! Edible oysters don't have though (left panel)... And seafood galore (right panel)! Middle picture was crayfish as huge as a palm! :P
Had it near Tanjung Gemuk Jetty restaurant..

 Hehehe...our durian buffet trip... not forgetting a bash of squirrel-eaten durian as well..tasted really nice! And it was eye-widening for me too, how could squirrel eat such a hard-shelled fruit.. The hole that they (or individual?) bored was pretty huge...

Kite flying (my bro flew it up while I successfully dragged it down *muahahaha evil look*)
This was at Kg. Air Papan beach

 This romantic-looking place was at the further away-located beach near Mersing Jetty, a place where one can lie on the grass and read! :P

Anyway, I realised that I'm still not completely ready to let go of the past, despite the flying time...
Sigh..
The 'serba-salah' feeling is still there..
Really wondering what else can be done..
But it's better lah..

Need to be less emo but it's still.. there..

I'm thinking of going volunteering in animal shelters.. (previously I had mine in MINDS, but it's a bit too far)
But volunteering need commitment of weeks.. if I'm away for a holiday, who can take my place ah?
Hmmmm...

Let me think about it first..

Balik kampung!!!

Can't wait to be home after such a longgggg visit previously.. Since cny?  @@"Can't wait to see everyone
Can't wait to sleep on my comfy bed in freezing air conditioned room (okay okay, less environmental friendly but I sleep with a fan here, okay?)
Can't wait to just stay rotten in parents' shop watching drama series (though I used to help them wipe shoes in any vacations earlier...now.. Getting lazier :( sigh.. Probably will help in other stuffs lahhh)
Can't wait to meet my beloved doggie of coz! (Missing him so soooooo much!!!)
Can't wait to play hide and seek with him, and let him leave some scratching scars while hugging my legs the moment I reach home's gate..
Can't wait to hug him sooooo tightly that he can't move at all though resisting, but with his tail vigorously wagging non-stop
And that everyone around can will the gush of wind too...
Or that his tail might wag too fast until get injured :p

By the way, aunt Joyce dug out a souvenir cup and an angpow..for mom
I wanna faint and of coz, die die oso won't accept lah
She must have forgotten her roles in accepting gifts from us and not the opposite
Haih.. This landlady ah... :S

Yesterday and today were different group of friends with either baby full moon celebration or 100 days celebration..

Which made us realised one thing: we're lagging behind in some very important aspects of life.. In our pursuit of our dreams that we think is very important..

So long~